Even if I’ve spent the last couple of days among friends I can’t help it, I feel lonely. I’m sure (and I know) it’s due to the resent events. A lot has happened and not everything is easy to deal with. I guess that it’s because I can’t talk to anyone about it that I feel lonely and somewhat abandoned - even if I’m among friends.
I’ve got a lot on my mind and and a terrible schedule for the rest of the year. I don’t like my current situation. Not at all. I need a vacation but I do not know if it would do good since I really don’t have time, kind of a double bind.