Archive for the ‘Confusion’ Category

Loneliness

Wednesday, November 19th, 2008

Even if I’ve spent the last couple of days among friends I can’t help it, I feel lonely. I’m sure (and I know) it’s due to the resent events. A lot has happened and not everything is easy to deal with. I guess that it’s because I can’t talk to anyone about it that I feel lonely and somewhat abandoned - even if I’m among friends.

I’ve got a lot on my mind and and a terrible schedule for the rest of the year. I don’t like my current situation. Not at all. I need a vacation but I do not know if it would do good since I really don’t have time, kind of a double bind.

…and so it continues

Monday, September 29th, 2008

Have you ever looked at your current situation and realized that you’ve got an insane list of things to do? That’s me, and that has been my situation for the last two years or so. Until now it’s been perfectly OK, I’ve really enjoyed my situation and just added things to the list. I know why I created the list, and to some I’ve even told a reason, but I haven’t told anyone the real reason. I also know what I have to do to get more time and to be able to remove stuff from the list. A change is required to get more time. But change takes time, time that I don’t have. That’s the lame excuse I’ve been using to myself. It’s a fact that many of the things on the list are connected somehow and that some of them depends on each other. They can’t be terminated right away but they need to be phased out. Something has to be done, so I guess that “here the saga begins”…

And finally…

Tuesday, September 23rd, 2008

It’s finally happened. My “not-yet-very-active-weblog” has turned into “a piece of me”. To start with, the theme for this post will be confusion and I’d like to quote Edward R. Murrow when he said that “anyone who isn’t confused really doesn’t understand the situation”. At the time, he was referring to the war in Vietnam but I think that in a more general sense it can be well applied to life. So now, who is not confused? ;)

Just to prove my point in the confusion part here, I’ve had a hard time deciding whether this blog should be private, technical or both, in Swedish or English or mixed? It took me a while but now I think that my decision is final and here you’ll find, from now on, my private blog written in English. I’ll be setting up a separate blog for “technical confusion” or what I should call it, more about that later.

Just to add to the confusion I’ll now end this first, and somewhat meaningless, post before the disaster is a fact. :)